Feeling "dark blue" today.. It's not about Giving up and not trusting them.. It's me who dunno wad to do to make it better.. I dunno wat they ACTUALLY want.. why cant they do and give it all into it? is that hard to focus? Why there are always so few ppl who make us repeating again? What do they want? Why always when i put my hands up no one gets ready? Why the beat always slow down? Do you guys know how difficult is to group you all together and follow me? I'm sorry i cant 100% follow the metroneum's beat.. Constant.. but why you all dont follow me? Because of one of you.. the whole band following you and slowly i have to pull back you all.. then i have follow you all.. i'm the one who control you all.. and you guys have to follow me.. I try my best to push my own hands to my highest limit.. and yet the result always still the same.. My first beat got problem? Beat problem? My conducting so hard to see? Was it all my fault? I feel i'm the one who fol...
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