All the while i been thinking...to treat him as a friend that i concerned.... i never think that i would like him..... i know myself juz being concern bout those friends that i loved only.... others i dont feel liking them i wont feel care bout it..... but today....when Xiaoying told me that she could feel that i started to like that guy automatically.... then i started to think..... it is real??? All this while...i been telling myself that is imposible .... because i damn hate him... keep calling me stupid names.... and suansiao-ing me ... and came kacau-ing me when i am talking to my boy - frens.... and call names in front of them .... argh !! he is so dam annoying...==.... cant he disappear from my life????zzz... but UNFORTUNETELY...haihs.... this kind of love thing is so dam confusing me lerh.... i always help my friends to succeed in their l-o-v-e time.... but now... me myself also could sort out the conclusion...... perhaps.... i need time to find out my conclusion..... sometimes...
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