All the while i been thinking...to treat him as a friend that i concerned.... i never think that i would like him..... i know myself juz being concern bout those friends that i loved only.... others i dont feel liking them i wont feel care bout it..... but today....when Xiaoying told me that she could feel that i started to like that guy automatically.... then i started to think..... it is real??? All this while...i been telling myself that is imposible .... because i damn hate him... keep calling me stupid names.... and suansiao-ing me ... and came kacau-ing me when i am talking to my boy - frens.... and call names in front of them .... argh !! he is so dam annoying...==.... cant he disappear from my life????zzz... but UNFORTUNETELY...haihs.... this kind of love thing is so dam confusing me lerh.... i always help my friends to succeed in their l-o-v-e time.... but now... me myself also could sort out the conclusion...... perhaps.... i need time to find out my conclusion..... sometimes.... i got confuse..... i hate thinking about Love thing d... it's so good when both of us talking like friends....... i am so busy with my activities... i know ... if i added his thing in,.... it will make my school life worst and i think my brain cant take it much longer...... haihx... i am so headache with my PMR examinations la.....
Hi :) I'm back on Blogger! Yayy :) Just wanna do updates on a few things 1. I just done with my form six, got CGPA 3.75, and now waiting for the posting of local university, or maybe going for private one. Now I'm working as a temporary teacher in Hin Hua primary until August 19, because I wanna try it out for my mother and ex bf. I found out I wasn't passionate about being a teacher. I lost patience sometimes very easily because I couldn't understand why somethings is easy to understand but I dun get why they couldnt. HAHA It's me. And kids nowadays, their attitude really sucks, because they were too pampered by their parents. In the future, I would be a lecturer instead of primary or secondary teacher. 2. I broke up with my first love :) We have been together for 8 months. In the 8 months there was happy stuff, and sad stuff. I have learnt a lot of stuff. We were apart after we graduated from STPM, I made the effort for us to meet up to keep affections and ...
Comments