Jaymie Tan Lynn Wei

The day when you decided to let me go, the day when you were on the way to airport and I went to your house, waited for you and hoping to see you for the last time, is the day I promised to myself that I will never give my heart to you again. Ever. How stupid how idiot how shame How hurtful and how much suferrings I have been through and how much courage I need to stand on my feet again. Im still strong. I Just wanna take your part of memory and throw away forever. I wish you all the best.

Well, I guessed you moved on quite well, with your new girl and a bunch of new friends. I felt so happy for you. It's been a few months, which I lost track of it already to forgive myself and forget things happened between us. I've seen you are quite happy with a new stage of life, so do I. Great :) Then I should move on too!  I believe the next guy in my life will be coming in just few years, and from my past relationship experience, I would cherish the next relationship better. I understand very well that relationships are not last forever, but it's just an opportunity for a couple to trial and error. If everything goes well, or I should say, if both sides could do well for each other on their part, the relationship would certainly last till marriage. Otherwise, the relationship will also breaks off if things do not go well, and more lesson to be learnt and experiences to be accumulated. I guess relationship is just a part of life, a part of growth. I used to think...