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my altitude..wat's happening to me??????

LEt me tell you my timetable...

monday...
8-4.30 band
3.30-7.00 volleyball
8.30 reach home.

tuesday...
8-12.30 band
2-5.30 tuition
3.30-7.00 volleyball
8.30 reach home

wednesday..
8-4.30 band
3.30 - 7.00 volleyball
8-10 meeting
10 o'clock reach home..

thursday...
8-12.30 band
1.45-4.45 tuition
3.30-7.00 volleyball
9 reach home

friday..
8-4.30 band
3.30-7 volleyball
8.30 reach home..

i know ...
not only me... who is very busy...
my seniors also facing problems...
i wish i could be like them.....

haihs... but
i dun even have time to study...sleep.. and do my homework...
everyday kena taruk by my parents... teachers .. and school friends...
band formation no good taruk by seniors...
in fact...
i slept in class for 10 minutes when science period...
i really feel tired and pekcek...
i scare i cant take it...
i scare i will be like my uncle and my aunty...
another 1 feel depressed and passed away...and 1 brain cant take it and done brain surgery before..
i everyday also kena scolded by my mother...
i know she is so worried that i cant manage my studies...
i tried not to make her worry..but i failed...
she always grumble at me and i cant take it .. i scolded back her...
i also dont want to be hyper-active..
i just want to get marks for kokurikulum...
i want to balance in between my academic and kokurikulum...
i juz hope i could get 8 ACE for PMR...
but now..juz bulanan....
i only have 4 ace nia... i canot believe!! i was so sad and angry..
i scare.....
day to day...i become more and more pekcek and easily got angry...
day to day... i become very emo person and feel not very happy just like last year ...
my confidence and braveness is decresing...
i always kena commenting by my teachers...
say my altitude had change badly...
last week kena counselling by MDM.YEE....
i really hope ...
i am not the one who is going to face PMR examination this year.....
in fact... it is true.......

hmm..
i wanna to say sorry...
to all i have scolded earlier...
i just cant control my emotion...
especially to my kai didi...
i scolded him yesterday...
sorry...yesterday i really feel very very pekcek and have emotional sickness....
thanks for your toleransi......

haihh...
i really scare i cant take it....
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