After sukan... me, peiling, chewlee, huiqi , yeechian, shengjen, cheelin, chunhong, hienloke, weichan, andrew, cherming, lingkang, kianshen went out together... actually ... i wanted to celebrate my birthday with them after sukan... on Friday.... but i feel they dunno that today is my birthday... i feel so disappointed... yet.. i still feel happy that they could come out with me although they dun know the purpose of going out on that day....
Today....5th of April... is the actual day of my birthday... early in the morning..my parents , my bro and I went to SGM to attend Soka Family Day.... then after that... i was thinking of they could bring me out for a walk anywhere.... but my father told me said he have Band today so we couldnt go out today... i felt so sad they couldnt bring me out today... then i had an argue with my mother... she said " on Friday i gave you money to spend with your friends... so wad you want?" in my heart ... i feel so sad.... All i want is to go out with my parents as much as go out with my friends... why she cant know me more? my father say got band... now lerh?? he played his guitar alone there... is his guitar is so important than my birthday???? I wish i could drive... if they cannnot bring me out.. i can go out myself and have fun myself...
In fact... i Cried today... i cant believe my birthday end up of crying.... i was so disappointed... i just want an unforgetable birthday....
All wishes from my friends wont work.... i cant smile right now.... i feel so sad..... i dun dare to tell my parents that i am crying now.... they just dont know me...
never mind.. my parents cant... later on... i asked my friends to go bowling with me... at least can make me feel better... but none of them accept Huiqi and Weichan replied me only... i feel so disappointed... they told me that they cant go out... nevermind... i can understand... the one that hurts me much is when huiqi told me... "you didn gv me wishes or go out v me when i birthday wad !?" that time... i feel so sad... then i told her... " i am the one who suggest to giv you a birthday present.... i am the one who gives you many many times wishes... how can you forget?" then she juz smile smile.... she dun know how i felt..... why? why my birthday can be so bad..... my eyes... the tears kept rolling down from my eyes......... so disappointed.........
Today....5th of April... is the actual day of my birthday... early in the morning..my parents , my bro and I went to SGM to attend Soka Family Day.... then after that... i was thinking of they could bring me out for a walk anywhere.... but my father told me said he have Band today so we couldnt go out today... i felt so sad they couldnt bring me out today... then i had an argue with my mother... she said " on Friday i gave you money to spend with your friends... so wad you want?" in my heart ... i feel so sad.... All i want is to go out with my parents as much as go out with my friends... why she cant know me more? my father say got band... now lerh?? he played his guitar alone there... is his guitar is so important than my birthday???? I wish i could drive... if they cannnot bring me out.. i can go out myself and have fun myself...
In fact... i Cried today... i cant believe my birthday end up of crying.... i was so disappointed... i just want an unforgetable birthday....
All wishes from my friends wont work.... i cant smile right now.... i feel so sad..... i dun dare to tell my parents that i am crying now.... they just dont know me...
never mind.. my parents cant... later on... i asked my friends to go bowling with me... at least can make me feel better... but none of them accept Huiqi and Weichan replied me only... i feel so disappointed... they told me that they cant go out... nevermind... i can understand... the one that hurts me much is when huiqi told me... "you didn gv me wishes or go out v me when i birthday wad !?" that time... i feel so sad... then i told her... " i am the one who suggest to giv you a birthday present.... i am the one who gives you many many times wishes... how can you forget?" then she juz smile smile.... she dun know how i felt..... why? why my birthday can be so bad..... my eyes... the tears kept rolling down from my eyes......... so disappointed.........
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