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haihs... i feel stress and unhappy these few days...... my mood swings ... i feel myself cant control my emotional anymore... i hope i wont hurt tio my precious frens and family...... even if i do....... i beg your forgiveness...... i really cant take the stress these days...... i hav dam many things to think of ........ it makes my hair increase some white colour hair.....WAT tHE ****....... i feel so worried bout my examinations....... my mom kept telling me not to stresss sendiri.... i so bz of my folios..... and studies as well...... luckily band let us all rest... if not i going to have more and more days fever again.....haih...... 99% i have done my sejarah folio d..... it juz that the stupid fucking essay let me so pekcek..... i dunno wad to write you know.... i lost the ling2 gan3 d.....==......haih.... i though before copying my fren's essay but at last...i didn do it..... copying is a stranger to me...... i quit my copy habit since standard 6 ....( aiya ... homework not included ...talking bout copying answers) it's a good thing to me ba...... i can learn more.......haha.....
haih.,... i went back to KK practice today.... it's a good news that Vonli and vonjane were back..... i miss Meeihui ......... she so cute..... i so miss her laughter and smiling....... everyone were good .... they asked me why so long didn come back.... and i say sorry i am quite busy these few days....... i hug Liteng today ....i miss her too.... haha.... she's an aaweeesome gal.... no wonder her boyfriend wants her back ......... haha....... good for her....... today i aso SS with Caimay.... and MinRui also....thanks to minrui.... she asked me to practice today...... thanks ....=)
this morning i went to school for band practice.... i was late.....very late..... because today i went breakfast with my mother... every saturday i like to eat breakfast with my mmother...... don't know why.... even thought i am late.... i wish not to skip having breakfast with my mom..... hmm....well ...overall practice were good.... we run through estancia and tanah pusaka today....quite boring la..... cause i feel sleepy.....haha...... after practice ...i stayed back for pelantik meeting....i was choosen to be the treasurer for Hari Guru d pelantik....... kambattehh...... actually.... i wish to be choosen to those AJK that got thing to do 1.... i dun wan AjK that almost nothing to do.... then wat for being AJK??? at least i have this opportunity to do something for band...... but since they choose me..... i dun mind la....... jyjy la Hari Guru d pelantik ! although it is just 2 to 5 days only......kaambaahhteeh..!~~~~=)...

WELL.... sien liaw me now...... i'll stop here la for now....
goodnite all~~~~~~~~
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再见过去

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