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突然间真的很想哭....
每当听见他在和她sms时...
每当听见她说他又找他sms或讲话时....
心里总是很不舒服...
在他们前面是多么的开心...
可是...
其实心里真的不好受.....
这是吃醋吗？
我好没有自信哦...
我觉-得应该是自觉吧...
早知道他不会喜欢我...
我应该早就放弃了..
可是为什么他突然对我那么好？
我宁愿他不理我...
让我不再喜欢他...
可是...我又不敢跟他说...
可能我有自知之明吧...
所以我没说...
我想..我应该把他的感情收在心里就好了...
有谁可以帮我...用海边的冷风..把我对他的感情吹走啊？？
我真的好想哦......
怎么办？
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2014

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Part two : Things changes :)))

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再见过去

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