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我的半情歌~

半情歌
花接受凋零 风接受追寻
心的伤还有一些不要紧
我接受你的决定
你将会被谁抱紧 唱什么歌哄她开心
我想着天空什么时候会放晴
地球不曾为谁停一停
你的明天又多快乐 不是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了
伤口愈合
也撤销我在想你的资格
你的祝福一半甜的 一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的 总是未完成的
我只能唱着 一半的歌
总觉得,这首歌好适合我。
我对他的心情。 我对他的思念。 我对他的喜欢。
但却不能说出口。原因有好多都数不清。
只能默默的喜欢着他。
上次他对我说他又喜欢的人却又不告诉我,虽然语气好像很开心,但其实不是这样的。
哈哈。算了吧。
反正,对我来说,我已经知道他的答案了,不必告诉他了吧。
想想看自己,想想看他,就知道我们不会有结果了。更加不可能在一起了。
就把他埋在心里,
偶尔像朋友一样跟他说话,
关心他, 开玩笑的酸说,一起开心的笑,像朋友一样倾诉心事....
我就很满足了。
如果要我选择, 在朋友与他之间,我会选择朋友。
因为,我大概知道他对我的感觉...猜也猜得到。
如果我的朋友喜欢他,我会主动地放弃。
我应该是受了阴影.....害怕再次为爱情而哭了,害怕被拒绝。
我知道,我没自信,我好胆小。
但, 我可以自我保护,因为我说过,我不在哭了。
我一定要开心地过我的中学生涯。
对不起,因为我的自私,我不敢告诉你我对你的感觉。
只能在旁边陪伴着你....
只要你有了下一个代替我的人,
我会自动离开=D 只要你开心。
对不起, 请原谅我
就像这首歌的开头,
[就算是一半的情歌,都是我最内心的...]

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