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想起周杰伦的歌词.. "说了再见就再也见不到..”
我曾经对朋友说， “珍惜在一起的时光..”
自己却任性往另种方法想..
整天说，别想这么多啦..
但，看见某事，都会让我不禁的想，然后往他又退了一步..

今天，一进房，我们打都没打招呼..
自己做自己的东西..
他与很好的人说话..
我却收拾东西，然后跟别人说话..
一点都没理睬对方..
这已经不是第一次了..
没话好说的..
笑都没有..
好陌生的一对搭档..
我知道在别人眼里..我们的感情很好..
可是我自己知道.. 我们再也回不到过去了..
原以为可以相处得很好.. 但久而久之那变成了表面..
根本没好过..
不知道对方在想些什么..
我想的是，为什么我们会变成陌生人？
虽然是搭档，但好像只是自己做自己的东西而已..
别人说两个要互相配合.. 我们却在自己顾自己..
我介意..
我对他没有感觉, 介意的是对我的态度..
每当他对我发脾气时，我好害怕，不知怎么面对他..
看见他与一个女生特别好.. 我在想我那里不对了.. 他不喜欢什么..
我快崩溃了.. 真的..

现在，我不再在意了..
只要他走了.. 生活也回到原点..
只要再忍让一点.. 也许会改变些什么..
我希望彼此感情会好些..
加油吧~

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Rekindles.

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再见过去

此刻，我好想回到过去。我不曾后悔认识你，很开心曾经拥有和你一起那些美好回忆。刚刚无意看到我们之间的一切甜蜜的谈话。真的在想，时间真的过得好快，许多事情发生让我们之间渐渐改变，我们不再像朋友一样，我们不可能，我知道我们已经回不去了。我已经删除跟你有关的回忆。 我要幸福。我一定可以重新来过！ 其实我早就知道，我们不可能。
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