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光华, 过去式。

我终于从光华国中毕业了! 好开心。 当然我也有不舍。想起五年在光华的美好回忆,在不同年级的班上,乐队,排球校队,活动等等,我都认识了不少人,也在活动里找到快乐,与满足感。其实我已经从光华正式毕业两个月了,我还是对光华充满了感情,回想是也会心动,也有想回光华的冲动。哈哈。面对现实吧,琳慧。

其实在光华也有让我觉得遗憾的事。
1.        5S3。 其实这一班可以很快乐的过两年,也可以很有意思。可是就是有人对这班越来越没有心,或许已经对这班感到厌烦了。我的班有太多不一样的人,他们都可以为王,为虎,为自己,就是不会为大家。 我自认对5S3这一班努力过了,可惜的是,我自己无法挽回“那些年,我们在一起的快乐"。 我好后悔。我不能责怪别人,只能说,都已经过了。我自从Form1开始期待我的毕业那一天,毕业的旅行,毕业
派对等。但全部都落空了。我感到非常遗憾。好羡慕别人的班,就算不能融合在一起,他们也能互相合作,也会互相体谅。可是,我们的班却做不到。哈哈,都过了。
2.       其实我五年以来一直对不一样有不一样的喜欢。在毕业的那一年,我喜欢上一个男生,喜欢到连现在我都无法忘了他。他好帅,好酷,待人也很好。喜欢上他的那一刻,就是看着他认真的带队,认真的对待每一个人。喜欢他,但我得不到他的心。你看不到我,你不知道我又多么的喜欢你。其实我早已自知之明,却又不敢相信事实。其实我知道不可能,但我又很傻。好羡慕朋友们有他们陪伴,我却又是寂寞在陪着我。时常听<那些年> 我一定会想起你: 希望你幸福。
3.        SPM 也顺利的考完了。我好期待我的成绩,可是我知道,这一次,我可能达不到理想的成绩。不过,我尽力了。我努力过了,再多一个月,我一定会抱着好心情回光华领我的成绩。不过,我还是很希望我可以用我的成绩来报答父母在2011对我所有的付出与辛苦。真的很谢谢他们,没有父母就没有今天的我。我终于到了人生的下一个阶段了!

下一个部落格,我想以英文来书写。 Reasons? TO BE CONTINUED ................
 

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此刻,我好想回到过去。我不曾后悔认识你,很开心曾经拥有和你一起那些美好回忆。刚刚无意看到我们之间的一切甜蜜的谈话。真的在想,时间真的过得好快,许多事情发生让我们之间渐渐改变,我们不再像朋友一样,我们不可能,我知道我们已经回不去了。我已经删除跟你有关的回忆。 我要幸福。我一定可以重新来过! 其实我早就知道,我们不可能。